I think, I really dk what to do about you. For the past few months, I always thought that you are the right person that I just met at a really wrong timing. Then I saw a quote on twitter that writes "The right people are timeless", and thought to myself "This is damn frickin' right"

Then things took a change. And now at this juncture, I feel like I'm about to explode. It is like things I never thought about starts to surface. Feelings I never felt before now became so so so so clear to me. I know it sounds really really bad since I alrdy made my decision to step into it, but I can't help but feel that we are two puzzle pieces that does not fit. I'm trying hard to fit it. But Idk what's the limit I will and can go for you. Because, I'm already exhausted. Idk how to make the effort when I feel like you don't.
1. Solitude gives me the avenue for thoughts.

So much so much has happened nowadays, especially death. Suddenly, the idea of death feels so surreal, and it happens so often. Having lost loved ones is something I never would wanna experience again, because it was such a painful period to tide through. Having them at one moment, and losing them at the next. Of course, I know that isn't ever possible. As much as I want it. You know how people always wonder, where does life go to, after theirs on Earth. Of course, our obvious answer would be to God, to be with Him in heaven, to have our eternal life through him. (while non-believers would go to Hell) But this strikes a dilemma- What if your loved ones are those non-believers. Do you have the heart to actually "know" that their after life is actually less than desirable? That they do not receive salvation?
Haven't been updating this space, partly cause I'm on Dayre too and its so much more convenient than this space haha. Third week into 2014, things haven't been really going so well, but I guess, I have to be thankful for the little things in life and stop magnifying every bad thing.

Moments I'm always thankful for.

I think, I really dk what to do about you. For the past few months, I always thought that you are the right person that I just met at a really wrong timing. Then I saw a quote on twitter that writes "The right people are timeless", and thought to myself "This is damn frickin' right"

Then things took a change. And now at this juncture, I feel like I'm about to explode. It is like things I never thought about starts to surface. Feelings I never felt before now became so so so so clear to me. I know it sounds really really bad since I alrdy made my decision to step into it, but I can't help but feel that we are two puzzle pieces that does not fit. I'm trying hard to fit it. But Idk what's the limit I will and can go for you. Because, I'm already exhausted. Idk how to make the effort when I feel like you don't.
1. Solitude gives me the avenue for thoughts.

So much so much has happened nowadays, especially death. Suddenly, the idea of death feels so surreal, and it happens so often. Having lost loved ones is something I never would wanna experience again, because it was such a painful period to tide through. Having them at one moment, and losing them at the next. Of course, I know that isn't ever possible. As much as I want it. You know how people always wonder, where does life go to, after theirs on Earth. Of course, our obvious answer would be to God, to be with Him in heaven, to have our eternal life through him. (while non-believers would go to Hell) But this strikes a dilemma- What if your loved ones are those non-believers. Do you have the heart to actually "know" that their after life is actually less than desirable? That they do not receive salvation?
Haven't been updating this space, partly cause I'm on Dayre too and its so much more convenient than this space haha. Third week into 2014, things haven't been really going so well, but I guess, I have to be thankful for the little things in life and stop magnifying every bad thing.

Moments I'm always thankful for.