Landlocked in paralysis ;
I want to believe that I'm leaving something good behind.

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I wish I can go back to the past, and I would give everything just to go back. I always tell myself to be stronger, nothing else would matter. If I can feel happy, that is all that matters, but we all know, it is not the truth. Tell me, what should I do?

Half-heartedly.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11:46 PM



Everything(Life) seems so good, everything and anything.
Yet, maybe because of this, I fear losing everything. Just like how I used to think I had gotten everything, and how I once lost everything I thought I had in one go.
拥有过,在叫人失去,是会有那么的害怕 :/

4 Hidden-Hole-in-the-wall (L)
Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 1:17 AM


Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever. 

4H is this moment, this series of images that will live on forever I believe. In this class, I experienced so many so many, even I was amazed by how much we had gone through. When the class video was shown in class, I looked around at everyone's faces in the class. Everybody was watching it intently. It was that moment that so many images flashed across my mind and  this is my class, this class of 32 (or rather 31) had gone through so much with me.

I can still remember when I first heard that I will be in 3H, I had mixed feelings, mixed feelings because on one hand, I was glad that there was so much people I knew before and it might not be a problem fitting in, but on the other hand,  I was scared that this new environment might be too much for me to cope.

3H was a torture. At first, everything was fine for me, because there was bball almost everyday after school and I thought I had no problem fitting in this new environment. Time proved me wrong somehow, because later in the year, I realised I was such a bitch, and I hated everything and anything, and I was unhappy with life. I wasted my year3 life away, thinking that everything wasn't fair. I played like nobody's business, and I take friends for granted.

Then came 4H, it was like reality slapped me awake. The first and second term was like a wake up call. I wasted lots and lots of tears, crying away my term1 and term2. But yet, I was not given up.  I began to see so much more. I began to see what friends are for. I began to see 4H in my life. You know how much we have gone through tgt as a class ? The pictures we have taken is easily more than 10 thousand, but the memories we have accumulated will be more than just forever.

More than forever, 4H.

Slacking group (2008)
ZiQi, XiMeng, Estee, YY.


I could always remember term1 of 2008, where we sit together. We are the 4 who are always not handing in hw, or rather the 3, because ahmeng will do her hw and be condemned by us! We are always the 4 who are so noisy at the corner back of the classroom as we will talk and talk about every thing under the sun. I miss those times a lot! I don't know what my term1 would be w/o the 3 of you. Zooooo trip!
"As we slacked tgt, I saw a glimpse of heaven" - Estee

Fish Food Gang (2008)
Jolene, Claudia, Farrah, Brenda, ZiQi, Glennis, Shirleen, Valerie.


This was during term2 of 2008. We were always passing food around in class and it was so exciting not to get caught by the teachers. Also, farrah and brenda will always turn and gossip with me and glennis which entertains me for this whole term. I miss those times too! 

Album Cover (2008)
Jolene, ZiQi, Brenda, Claudia, Yuhao


I remember it was after chinese eoys and we went to anchorpoint kfc for lunch. (and got traumatised by someone) And then, it was because of the weird room that we had this name. And our usual tradition of going out would be lunch at Seafood Harvest at Bugis then movie at tiong. We need an outing sooon!~

The chemistry-fail clique (2009)
Brenda, ZiQi, Frederick, Siu Wai, YY, Jolene


The only people that are always seeing mrleegs because we fail our chem! HAHA. And all those remedials that we went back for in the early mornings of the June holidays and lunch tgt after that was (Y). It was worth failing chemistry for HAH!

SSSmates (2009)
ZiQi, YY, SiuWai, Frederick


I can remember I was so sad when I first knew I had to go for SSS. But you 3 made it worth it! Or rather only Frederick and Sw because YY is always ponning half of it. You 2 made the sessions fun for me, as we crapped while doing maths with zong and our secrets on the 1st sss, trying to avoid getting caught by mrtansweeleong when we were talking. (Y)

Groupmates (2009)
Lixuan, Ruixiao, Glennis, ZiQi, YY, Yongzhi
(Brinjal, Radish, Potato, tomato, carrot, broccoli) 


We sat tgt for 3 terms and I rlly enjoyed this 3 terms. We are always crapping abt tw stuff and our craze over the stars like luozhixiang for me and glennis, ruan jingtian for lixuan and tego for ruixiao. Then yongzhi and yy will be always suaning us which will be then shot back by the four of us. Such a big part of my year4 life is spent with the few of you all it was really really great. I love groupwork with you all because it never fails to brighten my day from laughing too much! 

The physics people (2009)
ZiQi, Brenda, Glenda, Glennis, Norine, Jolene, XiMeng, Siuwai, Yuhao


Jolene is missing from this picture because she overslept and didn't go haha! We didn't take a picture on the last day tgt only individual ones. But anyway, thanks for making 4H so enjoyable for me with all our outings (sort of) and lunches and going home tgt, bubble tea and ji pa! To write a dedication to each of you will probably take up a whole post haha, so I'm not gonna do it tdy, but anyway, know that you have been in such a great part of my life. (:

This post is like the longest post ever in the history of http://zeeki-ly.blogspot.com.  But number of words is this post could not describe even 1/2 of what I feel for 4H.

4 Hidden-Hole-In-The-Wall. (L)

:(
Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 11:33 PM



Don't want it all to end.

Take a breath, and enjoy the little things ;
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 10:49 PM



Friday was awesome (Y) Besides the drama in school, friday night was (Y)(Y). After lunch with jolene, farrah, yuhao, muxin at queensway mac, 961-ed home and changed into casual wear and walked (5 mins walk!) over to yewmeigreen (norine's condo) and met up with norine, brenda, ximeng, glentwins, shaowei, yuhao at 6.

The night was brilliant, had great fun and love them loads. Lazy to recount the entire evening/night, but one word-- awesome! Walked home at around 10 plussss~

I forgot about the flash lol~

(L)

Shaowei says" I wanna join in"

Then more pops in.

(L) this picture!

COOL OR WHAT. (Notice the colour of our shirts! -unplanned !)

Custom shots~

(L)

oo

(:

Brendaaaaaaaaaa HAHA!


(L)

Many many more pictures on fb, lazy to post them all here. Awesome awesome night!

Currently watching guang yin de gu shi~ 
huang teng hao, huang teng hao, huang teng hao! (:

Half agony, half hope :/
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 9:10 PM


" Its Fearless to have faith that someday things will change. "
Have faith, in God (L)

Today was a wonderful day spent with wonderful people(: Had no school, but instead bowling with 11 4Hgirls.  Norine and Estee was the (Y) players, got so high and cheered when they have so many consecutive strikes/spares. I loved today like x10000. 

Haha, so long since I posted a day post on the day itself~

(L)(L)

Luozhixiang in my hands (:

Mrs Show Luo (:

Lane21/Lane22 (:

4H girls~

(L)(K)(L)(K)


Bfbfbfbfbfbf (;

Hope and faith will bring me through everything and anything. When I'm happy, nothing brings me down (: (: (: (:

Piece of shite.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 10:34 PM

What should I do so as not to collapse at every minute and second?

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌,缤纷的音乐盒,木马还旋转着.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 10:53 PM


"Don't count every hour in the day, make every hour in the day counts"

Most of my free days have been spent with 4H lovelies, which I am glad for, and it really sucks to know, we have less than 2 weeks left in school. 
Shall make every hour/minute/second with 4H counts.

EOEOYS (w/o counting CID) 091009! (:
Spent it with the physics people cause we ended at 0930 that day andbecause the bio people had their papers till 2. Went home for a change of clothes then met the people at town. Lunch, pool, dessert, camwhore, act like street lians/bengs, shopping~

(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

Poooooooooool ! (:

4H ECP 131009! (:
Was a great day spent at ECP with a lot of my favourite people.(almost the whole class went!) Bball-ed, mac, arcade, cycling~

HAHA, I just realised the rest took videos of us playing bball, damn funny (Y)

After bball (Y)

Half who went.

Ahmeng~~~

7wonders of the world. (that frederick went haha)

cutecute! (:

Norine's surprise birthday party 191009! (:
Went to HortPark for 2 consecutive days. LOL. The 1st day was with Glennis and XiMeng to check out the place lol, and the 2nd day was the actual day. Haha, was fun with all the wonderful company. Was quite successful in surprising her, but (Y) to shaowei's status on fb, "I am going to HortPark now" ._.
(L) Glentwins, Norine, Jolene, XiMeng, Brenda, Qiaowei, Victoria, Farrah, YY, Yuhao, Muxin, Shaowei ~ 

~


(L)


4yrs and counting (L)

Hao le, wo yao qu hui jiao le, zai jian (: