At a loss.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
I remember when I wanted to start blogging again a month ago  (after a 2-3 year hiatus?), I told myself this space should be and would only be filled with happy memories to help me document my life and since almost no one knows of this space, it would be a perfect platform to act as my little diary.

But August had been tough, really tough.  Tutorials just started, all the mods are really starting to get harder. But the toughest part is having to deal with all these alone. Old friends are all really busy and trying to handle their uni life starting too (which I hope they are handling fine!) , haven't had a lot of time to catch up with them. Most of the og mates and I are split up into different tutorial group which sucks.

And this makes it even harder to cope with all the stress that is piling:

Everyday same thoughts run through my mind: Why feel upset and miss people that don't give a fuck about me anymore? Why give people the authority and power to hurt me? Why care about someone who have moved on and far away?

Till today, the last three words you told me still burns me every single time. 

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