You & I
Saturday, August 18, 2012
I have never ever talked anything about us on public platforms before, except those little tweets that doesn't really show anything. This may be my first time, and might even be the last time, because of the predicament we are in right now.
It was maybe like 3-4 years ago when I just knew you. Felt like it was so long though. We have been through good times and bad times. Good times where nthg else really matters because we have got each other, and bad times when problems crop up, through criticisms because of people who did not think we were possible and people who told me negative things about you.
But you have become my habit, my addiction, and someone who is so important to me. You are like my family. No one can understand that. Understand how precious you are to me. You were there when I needed anyone be it when I was happy or sad, and you were there through the worst parts of my life (a levels, my grandpa's passing etc) You made me understand so much things, appreciate so much more, and made me happy and thankful.
Because of how important you are, it hurts even more. To lose you. Everyday, I need to try a little harder. Everyday I need to tell myself that its alright. Everyday, I become weaker with thoughts of you for every waking moment. Everyday I need to tell myself that I should stop crying because I should be stronger than this.
I wish I was/am stronger than this.
You & I
Saturday, August 18, 2012
I have never ever talked anything about us on public platforms before, except those little tweets that doesn't really show anything. This may be my first time, and might even be the last time, because of the predicament we are in right now.
It was maybe like 3-4 years ago when I just knew you. Felt like it was so long though. We have been through good times and bad times. Good times where nthg else really matters because we have got each other, and bad times when problems crop up, through criticisms because of people who did not think we were possible and people who told me negative things about you.
But you have become my habit, my addiction, and someone who is so important to me. You are like my family. No one can understand that. Understand how precious you are to me. You were there when I needed anyone be it when I was happy or sad, and you were there through the worst parts of my life (a levels, my grandpa's passing etc) You made me understand so much things, appreciate so much more, and made me happy and thankful.
Because of how important you are, it hurts even more. To lose you. Everyday, I need to try a little harder. Everyday I need to tell myself that its alright. Everyday, I become weaker with thoughts of you for every waking moment. Everyday I need to tell myself that I should stop crying because I should be stronger than this.
I wish I was/am stronger than this.