Have been trying hard to live up to/satisfy what some people expect of me and I hate it. Because friendships/bonds should not be like these. It should be a natural thing, a comfortable thing. But some people just don't understand. Some people just like to expect that much.

Talked for a long time today with the two people I became so close just within the past month. I really am so glad I got to meet them. People don't understand how much they have made me a happier person, how much they have taught me life lessons, and most importantly, how much they have positively influence me in many many aspects of life. I feel like I learnt so much from them within this short span of time. Which is why sometimes I feel that I fall short. I feel like I'm not good enough. I need lots of improvement. Which is true, because there's still so much I need to learn. Also sometimes I feel like I have been receiving too much. Life is all about give and take so as to strike a balance. I really need to start giving back instead of just taking.

But at this point of time, I would like to say, I'm really thankful. Thankful for all my lovable friends, thankful for people who stood by me despite everything. I hope someday, y'all will be as thankful to have me as much as I am thankful to have each and everyone of you :')

Have been trying hard to live up to/satisfy what some people expect of me and I hate it. Because friendships/bonds should not be like these. It should be a natural thing, a comfortable thing. But some people just don't understand. Some people just like to expect that much.

Talked for a long time today with the two people I became so close just within the past month. I really am so glad I got to meet them. People don't understand how much they have made me a happier person, how much they have taught me life lessons, and most importantly, how much they have positively influence me in many many aspects of life. I feel like I learnt so much from them within this short span of time. Which is why sometimes I feel that I fall short. I feel like I'm not good enough. I need lots of improvement. Which is true, because there's still so much I need to learn. Also sometimes I feel like I have been receiving too much. Life is all about give and take so as to strike a balance. I really need to start giving back instead of just taking.

But at this point of time, I would like to say, I'm really thankful. Thankful for all my lovable friends, thankful for people who stood by me despite everything. I hope someday, y'all will be as thankful to have me as much as I am thankful to have each and everyone of you :')