Thoughts.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Haven't been this upset/gloomy for a very long time. But yesterday idk what came over me. Actually I know why, but I don't really wanna face it. Maybe its because I have been so happy for so long, that every single sad thing now will just become magnified.
Today I saw this on thought catalog:
"Suddenly, there is no gray space to inhabit where things would likely one day work themselves out".
This sentence just speaks my mind. Maybe I have been throwing all my problems, putting them aside, refusing to face them for a long long while. Maybe I have been busy trying to be happy, to realize there are some things I eventually have to face.
Sometimes, I just wanna let people know I am tired trying to live up to their expectations. I'm tired that I have to pretend that I don't miss someone but in fact I do. I'm tired that people push what they expect of me and expect me to satisfy them (which I happen to chance upon a lot of these people nowadays arghhhhhhhhh). I HATE BEING FORCED TO DO WHAT I HATE TO DO.
Argh forget it. I just wish someone could read my mind and understand.
Thoughts.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Haven't been this upset/gloomy for a very long time. But yesterday idk what came over me. Actually I know why, but I don't really wanna face it. Maybe its because I have been so happy for so long, that every single sad thing now will just become magnified.
Today I saw this on thought catalog:
"Suddenly, there is no gray space to inhabit where things would likely one day work themselves out".
This sentence just speaks my mind. Maybe I have been throwing all my problems, putting them aside, refusing to face them for a long long while. Maybe I have been busy trying to be happy, to realize there are some things I eventually have to face.
Sometimes, I just wanna let people know I am tired trying to live up to their expectations. I'm tired that I have to pretend that I don't miss someone but in fact I do. I'm tired that people push what they expect of me and expect me to satisfy them (which I happen to chance upon a lot of these people nowadays arghhhhhhhhh). I HATE BEING FORCED TO DO WHAT I HATE TO DO.
Argh forget it. I just wish someone could read my mind and understand.