Have you ever felt like you are always inadequate, like everything you do is just…. not good enough? Feeling this for almost the whole of my life. Sometimes Idk how to explain to people how I'm feeling because when you tell them, they will just comfort you and tell you that you have done enough and its okay. I feel thankful that they are willing to make the effort to make me feel better. But deep down, I know myself too well. The negativity can't seem to go away.  Most of the time, I just feel lousy. I feel like I could do so much more. I feel like I have to do better. 

Have you ever felt like you are always inadequate, like everything you do is just…. not good enough? Feeling this for almost the whole of my life. Sometimes Idk how to explain to people how I'm feeling because when you tell them, they will just comfort you and tell you that you have done enough and its okay. I feel thankful that they are willing to make the effort to make me feel better. But deep down, I know myself too well. The negativity can't seem to go away.  Most of the time, I just feel lousy. I feel like I could do so much more. I feel like I have to do better.