This month have just been bad. Sure, there are days where all is good but mostly I'm just feeling lousy. Idk I feel like I have been falling short way too much and there are way too many things where I'm just not good enough. I really hate being like this and I just hope for everything to be over.

And it doesn't help that, seeing and talking to you makes me happy, but seeing you makes me sad sometimes too.

This month have just been bad. Sure, there are days where all is good but mostly I'm just feeling lousy. Idk I feel like I have been falling short way too much and there are way too many things where I'm just not good enough. I really hate being like this and I just hope for everything to be over.

And it doesn't help that, seeing and talking to you makes me happy, but seeing you makes me sad sometimes too.