So now, I'm typing away, sipping on my vanilla latte, wondering about my life, when I should be studying for my 5 mid terms that is going to start in 2 days time. These few days, there have been so much going on, amidst all the mugging. Can't help but feel that life is so hard. There are so many things to do, so many ppl to deal with, so many decisions to make, because all of them affects how you live your life. 

I have made pretty bad decisions in my 20 years. So much of them that sometimes, I wish that my life has a rewind button, so that I can think through my options properly and make better choices. So this week, I have been in many crossroads, and I'm taking a long time to make the decisions because I am really afraid of taking a wrong step. I really want to take a leap of faith, and as ppl say "YOLO", but somehow, my brain thinks too much even though all I wanna do now is to follow my instincts and just plunge into the decision. 

okay nm back to my books. 

So now, I'm typing away, sipping on my vanilla latte, wondering about my life, when I should be studying for my 5 mid terms that is going to start in 2 days time. These few days, there have been so much going on, amidst all the mugging. Can't help but feel that life is so hard. There are so many things to do, so many ppl to deal with, so many decisions to make, because all of them affects how you live your life. 

I have made pretty bad decisions in my 20 years. So much of them that sometimes, I wish that my life has a rewind button, so that I can think through my options properly and make better choices. So this week, I have been in many crossroads, and I'm taking a long time to make the decisions because I am really afraid of taking a wrong step. I really want to take a leap of faith, and as ppl say "YOLO", but somehow, my brain thinks too much even though all I wanna do now is to follow my instincts and just plunge into the decision. 

okay nm back to my books.