2. Probably not my best trait but my thoughts get swayed by opinions of others a bit more than I want it to. Although it gets better. Sometimes I ask myself, whether it was the right decision to step up. Sometimes, I tell myself that since I'm already here, I just have to prove my worth. Let success be my noise. Because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.  Do not let the thoughts of other people consume me. But... some days are harder than others. And it gets a little tiring trying to spur yourself on all the time. And no one else can because I refuse to let them see this weaker side of me. Pride I guess. I just want people to think/know I am good enough. 

3. Spending a little more time with you these few weeks. Ever since school started. Idk why you decided that I was worth your time again. I mean, I'm happy whenever I am with you. Very happy in fact. And I told myself that I will always give you the benefit of the doubt. Because I want to see the good in people. I want to see the good in you. But somedays, I can't help but feel like it is never possible. That I am just here only when you need company. And I don't dare/know what to do about it because my mind is so weak when it comes to you. 

But I think I can commend myself on the fact that despite all the negative emotions I am experiencing nowadays,  no one could tell. 

2. Probably not my best trait but my thoughts get swayed by opinions of others a bit more than I want it to. Although it gets better. Sometimes I ask myself, whether it was the right decision to step up. Sometimes, I tell myself that since I'm already here, I just have to prove my worth. Let success be my noise. Because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.  Do not let the thoughts of other people consume me. But... some days are harder than others. And it gets a little tiring trying to spur yourself on all the time. And no one else can because I refuse to let them see this weaker side of me. Pride I guess. I just want people to think/know I am good enough. 

3. Spending a little more time with you these few weeks. Ever since school started. Idk why you decided that I was worth your time again. I mean, I'm happy whenever I am with you. Very happy in fact. And I told myself that I will always give you the benefit of the doubt. Because I want to see the good in people. I want to see the good in you. But somedays, I can't help but feel like it is never possible. That I am just here only when you need company. And I don't dare/know what to do about it because my mind is so weak when it comes to you. 

But I think I can commend myself on the fact that despite all the negative emotions I am experiencing nowadays,  no one could tell.