Because.
Friday, March 8, 2013
I feel like I'm such a pain in an ass whenever I mention about you here. I feel like people just think I'm being stupid and I should just 'grow up'. But, it still hurts so much that sometimes I felt like all these have to go somewhere. And its not like I can just call up or just tell anyone all these that Im feeling right now. For the past few months, I keep convincing myself it is alright. I thought I was okay with it. I keep convincing myself that even without you, I'm fine, or if not better. But what even defines good or better? Am I better off without someone that I could tell anything to, someone I used to have my back no matter what, someone who was willing to do anything for me, someone who was able to handle all my nonsense, someone who used to love me? And it doesn't help that, almost anything or everything can remind me of you. All the places, all the things we did, and all the things we said we wanted to do. It felt like there isn't any single place in sg that I can go without reminding me of you.
I really really miss all that and…. I really miss you.
Because.
Friday, March 8, 2013
I feel like I'm such a pain in an ass whenever I mention about you here. I feel like people just think I'm being stupid and I should just 'grow up'. But, it still hurts so much that sometimes I felt like all these have to go somewhere. And its not like I can just call up or just tell anyone all these that Im feeling right now. For the past few months, I keep convincing myself it is alright. I thought I was okay with it. I keep convincing myself that even without you, I'm fine, or if not better. But what even defines good or better? Am I better off without someone that I could tell anything to, someone I used to have my back no matter what, someone who was willing to do anything for me, someone who was able to handle all my nonsense, someone who used to love me? And it doesn't help that, almost anything or everything can remind me of you. All the places, all the things we did, and all the things we said we wanted to do. It felt like there isn't any single place in sg that I can go without reminding me of you.
I really really miss all that and…. I really miss you.