"I want to be brave in a way I always used to be, but haven’t been for some time."
Monday, May 13, 2013
Finally end of finals! Felt really happy on that day itself because it meant summer-3-freaking-months-holidays! :) And probably because I spent my post finals with the best-est company I could ask for (My ladybugs Sammy Ranji and Christine) doing happy things: Itacho>Shopping>IronMan3>Switch!! Besides that day haven't been celebrating much, was working for the next three days at Nike Office. Really really love the working environment there everyone is so friendly and young :)  Then, work from D&D is starting to come in for Pubz, spent quite a number of hours sorting out what we had to do and working out the work plan/timeline till the project ends. Feeling a little happy about it because I love things that are organized :)

Gonna be really busy from June onwards, half happy that I will be spending my summer holidays with new groups of ppl, forging bonds, making new friends, but half apprehensive about it because it would also mean less time to spend with my old friends, and it would also mean stepping out of my comfort zone, opening up to ppl. Always feeling this two opposing feeling. At the same time, I am really scared what happened to me when I was in rv will repeat itself: Actively involving myself with these things at the start, and ended up slowly feeling burned out and started straying myself away from all activities and becoming a lot more introvert. Really don't want history to repeat itself, because when I start straying away, i become a whole lot more unhappy. Feel like there are so much on my mind nowadays I don't even know how to start handling them. 

Hah forget it, shall take one step at a time. Shall post some pics! :)

1. Bren's surprise BBQ party organized by Jeremy! So happy to see my best friend having someone who loves her so much and goes all out for her :') Also feeling happy about meeting them taking a break from finals :)


2. Soulmate's 21st Party! :) Really hoped she enjoyed the day!! :)


3. After our last paper!!! Ranji looks so pretty here :3


4. Evidently super happy for post finals ^^


5. With Sammy ^^


6. ACE OF SPADES at Seniors Gathering today! :) Looking forward to SOW with them!


7. Jump shot(which is a little fail hahaha)


 8. With my sexy SOW comm babe :3


Haha, Before I end this post, would like to do a little shoutout to some people who have been the very factors why I enjoyed the first year of my University life. Who say you can't meet real friends in uni? I found mine :')

1. Sammy Chia: I think you would read this and I hope you would this because I wanna let you know that I am really really v v v thankful for you. How we study tgt, laugh tgt, chill tgt, go to lessons tgt, go out tgt and many many more. Sometimes, I feel like I have known you for so so long because I can tell you so much things and feel so comfortable about it. I always love our random h2h talks. And I love how you always believe whatever I say even though half the time I'm just joking with you! Haha so yeap year 2 lezz go!

2. Ranji and Christine who probably would not read this: But thanks for all the laughter everything the two of you say are just damn funny. Really very very happy whenever I spend time with you two. Boring lectures and lessons are made so much better with you all :)

3. Minshan: Hehe so glad to know you through D&D comm! Thanks for always surprising me with little things now and then and its really damn sweet of you :') Always helped me pull through all the torturous studying sessions! :) Also love talking to you because sometimes I learn so much from you and I really respect you for how much you always put in for your friends and for the comm. Pls learn to love yourself more okay! Thanks for being part of my amazing year 1 journey!
&kuangwen( he is a subset because he probably would not read this hahahaha): Thanks for always teaching me/us new stuffs, because there are so much to be learnt. Always enjoy my time with y'all :)

Okay hahahaha shall stop here, not exhaustive and I'm sorry if I left at anyone but yupz hahah!
Hoping the rest of my and everyone else's summer hols will be great! :)

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